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There are so many words I want to say

But, I'm lacking in words.... many emotions I couldn't tell it clearly

Many thoughts can't 傳出去

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Having a team work is really the happy time for me

Although it's hard and tired, but I'm enjoying the accompany of each other

Since when my heart flutter....

It's the time when you came to my house to do the work. (when? I forgot also)

That's the first time my heart flutter

And I though, this person is great

Wanna know you more and be a close person to you

But, too shy to say, and many consideration holds me from speaking out my heart's though

Are you Christian?

Are your family worship God?

Do you already have someone in your heart and life?

Did my fate is to be with you?

I'm afraid of getting hurt and hurt other anymore

That's why nothing comes out from my mouth

I'm really happy and blessed to get to know someone like you

Although the team work has ended, but why,

why I always though of you?

Have you rest well? Is it time to go to work for you?

Do you go home already?

Are you fine?

Your smile always appear in my mind.

The way you interact with other teachers, it's so fun and happy

I also enjoying the fun time you have with other friends.

Maybe there's no way that you'll think of me.

But, what I want to say,

I admire you.

Although I have the feeling towards you,  

I'm too pessimist that I have the chance to spent the rest of my life with you 

Maybe there's no way someone like you will like, even love a person like me

I'm so shabby, not good looking, so lacking in many ways, (compares to those whom you have meet)

I don't think there will be something good in me

Just like a quote from C.S. Lewis:"Look for yourself & you will find... loneliness, despair, and decay. But look for Christ and you will find Him, and with Him everything else."

Yeap, just in Him, I can have my life.

And I want to say, 

It's a blessing to know someone like you

Thank you Susandi 尤俊程