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尋求祂的國

Like a fool lived for day

you are created just right.Each kind of bird has a uniquely-shaped beak, wings, and even feather shape so that everything about it is perfect for the lifestyle it lives. The various wing shapes allow them to dart after a bug, soar miles above a field, or fly for months over the ocean. Just as God cares enough to give each bird exactly what it needs, so you have been given the exact talents and personality to live the life God has given you.

From the dreaming of mind, everything I could imagine, the hurt past that still control most of his heart, and a woman that appears at his bedroom…. Many curious Q that appears when thinking of him.

So, how’s now? After sawing her come back and meet him, still that hurt again.

想好好的哭一場.

生命的分數都低與零

昨天遇到一位gentleman, trying to speak Mandarin to us. A really kind man.

也是昨天, 又看到他, 怎麼高興起來了呢? 今天, 做了很剛尬的事情, 手太快伸出來了, 害我又收回去….超剛尬的…..

怎麼拉? 心裡的傷痕, 眼中的樑木, 我怎麼都看不清楚呢?

從這一切, 還是一句話最重要的

先求祂的國

Ah, I believe that, my future, include “he”, is in God’s hand…¹⁵ 我終身的事在你手中 (詩31:15) 包含他

我該做的, 必須做的, 只有仰望祂, 先求祂的國

看到這張, 想起了自己想要的婚禮... 還是南神chapel最好

有可能嗎?

The dream that has been build before… will crush again. Yea, Always a mother always remind me of his gf. Then, how can I forget this feeling?

And, still need I pray to be his angel?