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The song just pop out like this, and just what I really want to express out, so that I could go further and say to self, “Does it matter?”

A really good song that reflect my heart

Just as it!

너만 보면 떨리는 맘 혹시 들킬 까봐
퉁명스레 널 대하지만
밤새 잠 못 이루고 뒤척인 이유
너 때문인걸 모를 거야

지나가다 마주친 척 몰래 숨었다가
뜻밖인 듯 말을 걸지만
내가 서성거렸던 천 개의 발자국
넌 모를 거야

*. 내 입가에 자꾸 맴도는 그 말
내 가슴에 온통 차있는 그 말
매일 연습해봐도 니 앞에만 서면
차마 첫 글자도 뗄 수 없지만

너에게만 들려주고픈 그 말
미치도록 미치도록
가슴 뛰는 그 한마디
너를 사랑해

저기 가는 너의 뒤에 손끝으로 써봐
니 앞에선 하지 못한 말
너를 향해 놓여진 천 개의 발자국
뒤에 감춘 채

*. 내 입가에 자꾸 맴도는 그 말
내 가슴에 온통 차있는 그 말
매일 연습해봐도 니 앞에만 서면
차마 첫 글자도 뗄 수 없지만

너에게만 들려주고픈 그 말
미치도록 미치도록
가슴 뛰는 그 한마디
너를 사랑해 너를 사랑해 너를 사랑해
말론 다 못할 만큼
넌 들리지 않니 보이지 않니
이런 내 맘이

단 한번만 전하고 싶은 그 말
온 세상에 외치고 싶은 그 말
니가 꿈꾸는 사람 늘 바라는 사람
내가 아니란 걸 알고 있기에

나 혼자만 몰래 삼키는 그 말
죽을 만큼 죽을 만큼
힘에 겨운 그 한마디
너를 사랑해

neoman bomyeon tteollineun mam hoksi deulkil kkabwa
tungmyeongseure neol daehajiman
bamsae jam mot irugo dwicheogin iyu
neo ttaemuningeol moreul geoya

jinagada majuchin cheok mollae sumeotdaga
tteutbakkin deut mareul geoljiman
naega seoseonggeoryeotdeon cheon gaeui baljaguk
neon moreul geoya

*. nae ipgae jakku maemdoneun geu mal
nae gaseume ontong chainneun geu mal
maeil yeonseuphaebwado ni apeman seomyeon
chama cheot geuljado ttel su eobtjiman

neoegeman deullyeojugopeun geu mal
michidorok michidorok
gaseum ttwineun geu hanmadi
neoreul saranghae

jeogi ganeun neoui dwie sonkkeuteuro sseobwa
ni apeseon haji motan mal
neoreul hyanghae nohyeojin cheon gaeui baljaguk
dwie gamchun chae

*. nae ipgae jakku maemdoneun geu mal
nae gaseume ontong chainneun geu mal
maeil yeonseuphaebwado ni apeman seomyeon
chama cheot geuljado ttel su eobtjiman

neoegeman deullyeojugopeun geu mal
michidorok michidorok
gaseum ttwineun geu hanmadi
neoreul saranghae neoreul saranghae neoreul saranghae
mallon da motal mankeum
neon deulliji annni boiji annni
ireon nae mami

dan hanbeonman jeonhago sipeun geu mal
on sesange oechigo sipeun geu mal
niga kkumkkuneun saram neul baraneun saram
naega aniran geol algo itgie

na honjaman mollae samkineun geu mal
jugeul mankeum jugeul mankeum
hime gyeoun geu hanmadi
neoreul saranghae

I treat you bluffly because I am worried that my fluttering heart will be caught whenever I see you.
But you will never know you are the reason why I was up all night tossing and turning.

I hide as if I come across you.
And then I talk to you as if I did not expect the situation.
But you will never notice the thousands of footprints of mine while waiting for you.

The words hovering around my mouth.
The words that are filled up in my mind.
Even if I prepare everyday I’m not be able to speak even the first word every time I face you.

The words that I want to say only to you.
Ever so so much
The words that make my heart flutter.
“I love you”

I write the words with my fingertip behind you walking over there.
The words I couldn’t say in front of you.
Thousands of footprints put towards you.
With hiding them behind.

The words hovering around my mouth.
The words that are filled up in my mind.
Even if I prepare every day I’m not be able to speak even the first word every time I face you.

The words that I want to say only to you.
Ever so so much
The words that make my heart flutter.
I love you I love you I love you.
As much as I cannot express in words.
Don’t you hear my mind? Don’t you see my mind?

The words I want to speak to you only once.
The words I want to exclaim to the whole world.
Because I know I’m not the one that you dream of and have always wanted.

I keep back the words covertly
As much as I get to death
The words above my bend
I love you…